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Gah, its been quite a long time since my last post last year. First thing first, I want to say Happy New Year! to anyone reading this; although, the euphoria of new year itself is already over but there's nothing wrong in greeting people with such a moment, right? hehe.

So, what's buzzing right now?
I have just finished my third semester in college and you know, the scores are nothing but disappointment. I've been expecting for an increased final score yet what I get is upside down. I know I've been such a mess, for unable to avoid any kind of procrastination coming on my way, so that its not difficult for me to comprehend this failure.
Talking about the previous post 'Soul Brother', I was talking about a guy I met at a movie shop and in the end of the passage I wished I could meet him again, and I DID! I finally meet him again in the movie shop. Our second meeting was not actually a meeting; because, I saw him walking down the room, took a slight look inside and then went away. I can say he didn't even consider I was the girl who was secretly-yet-obviously observing him on June 4th last year. Or he did. And that's why he went away... shit.

I have absolutely nothing to say anymore since there are too many things happened in 6 months I can't even organize it to be written here. In addition, I feel blessed for what I have and what I had. I dont want to be regretful for anything that turn out to be something it's not supposed to.

Soul Brother?

There was something really shocking yet interesting happened on June 4th. So here the story began...

I was accompanying a friend of mine to a movie shop somewhere near our boarding house. I had no business over there so I decided to just sit on a couch and started to operate my phone whatsoever. There was this guy, sitting in front of a computer before me, in his black shirts and blue-gray jeans, with glasses and not-so-long and dense hair, copying some movies into his hp flash disk which is accidentally the same as mine, and I was freakishly happy of that stupid coincidence. There is nothing wrong with the guy except he, again, accidentally has some similarities in physical appearance with someone I used to know the previous day. I couldn’t believe of what I saw, at first. I once got an exact gigantic heart attack inasmuch as I thought he was ‘him’! first, I looked at his left hand, because that is the only one side of his hand I could see, and I thought, “I think I have seen that hand before” which is stupid how can there is just one particular shape of hands in the world? Then I started to glare to the top of his body, his face. No, I couldn't see enough of his face to take a conclusion that he is ‘him’ since he was staring at the computer’s monitor, not at me. But my observation didn’t stop there. I looked at his hair; oh my God it was just like the one ‘he’ got! Maybe 85% of similarity because what ‘he’ got is a little bit darker. Then I started to feel more and more of heart beat. I hardly breathed. This was absolutely addictive. The more I observed, the more amount of bizarre thoughts—that made me feel much more like a professional spy—fulfilled my mind.

I don’t actually know what I’m talking about, but that doesn't really have any significant impacts to the story, so don’t mind it. Back to the story, Gentlemen. Okay, ouch, he glared at me. It looked like he noticed that I was observing him for what must had been a solid minute. I immediately stared at my phone as soon as I saw him looking at me. “What the heck! Please, don’t leave so soon” I said to myself with my thumb swiped over the phone’s screen. Then he looked back at the monitor and started to find other movies to copy. Although I was looking at my phone and looked like I’m busy with something in it, yet I could see him through the very end of my eyes now that he was so close in front of me. I began my observation again. He was devastatingly cute, even cuter than the original I have mentioned—‘he’. I had no idea how was this coming up to my day. This totally made my afternoon!

My friend had just finished with her movies and she stood up then paid the charges. She gave me sort of an eye that said “I’m done. We can go now” and I gave her such a glance that said “are you kidding me? Are you saying that I’m about to leave this super cute guy with my thoughts about him hanging unanswered? Are you fucking out of your mind?” but that all just pretty much useless. I took off my ass of the couch so heavily like I was glued, then I put my bag on my left shoulder and left the shop. I walked down the street with half of me was still sitting on that couch staring at him excitedly and the other was here putting one leg to another while my friend kept talking to me whichever I didn't know what she was saying. Could I stay there just a little bit longer. Or, could I meet him on another day. 

Just another stuff you need to know

Well, this is for you..

Story of The Day

Hey guys! How's your day? I've been laying on my bed surfing on internet like crazy since this morning. And I found some great videos on YouTube today. Here are some..

"A Thousand Miles" covered by Alex Goot. He's a really great talented man. He can play guitar, drum, piano, and also singing!  

This one, he didn't do any cover, he's just posting videos (many of them are stupid) on YouTube about his funny experiences. "Every view counts toward charity" yeah he has 2 YouTube channels, one is his main channel and another is for charity called "JumbaFund". He raised so much money from this. Hell yeah I know you guys already hate me for talking too much, "just show us the vid, bitch" whoa okay chill out! Here it is.. 

This is one of his video from "Kevjumba" channel. "I'm not cool" he said.. which actually for me you're beyond cool, Kev <3 p="p">

And this is one of "Jumbafund" channel. "Caring". Look, he's awesome! Oh maybe I'm too in love with you <3 p="p">

Yeah. They're cool. I really mean it.

Okay guys, it's enough for this time. I need to take a break, my eyes get really weary for been staring over the screen for more than 6 hours today. Hope you had a great night, great sleep, great night, great........sleep. I don't even know how to make a good closing line I'm a very bad writer, really. So, bye! :D

The Mummy has just woken up

Whoa! hey, guys. how you are doing? so sorryyyy for been neglecting this blog for ages. The mummy has just woken up-_-_-. Oh, my last post was posted on Ramadhan last year and today I write this one on Ramadhan too ;). Ah, now I'm already in college yeeha! I feel like a new born baby with zero experience, zero knowledge, this is really different from what I've had in high school. I get in English Literature. Class will begin on September 3rd. I kinda feel afraid if I can't survive here, if I can't friend with anyone, if people see me as a freak, or..I dont know so many things I scared of and that's really interfering.

Welcome back!

Hai!! udah lama banget memang ga posting lagi, sempat terlalu jatuh cinta pada Tumblr tapi pada akhirnya sampai juga pada titik jenuh nya. ada 1 kabar bagus kali ini, dijamin ini kabar paling bagus sejagat raya! gue udah bener-bener lepas dari doi men! sekarang udah gak ada lagi yang namanya galau bimbang sedih gundah gulana setiap kali liat doi mention-an mesra sama cewe lain, setiap kali liat doi online facebook tapi tak bertegur sapa, setiap kali inget masa-masa 7bulan penuh sukaduka bersejarah. bahkan sekarang gue ga merasakan getaran-getaran apapun tiap kali ngobrol sama doi (walaupun secara gak langsung) hm..mungkin kalo ngobrol langsung baru berasa kali ya gemeter gimana gitu tapi gue jamin gemeter nya gue itu bukan gemeter-gemeter yang berarti (?) maksutnya ya cuma gemeter karna grogi aja udah lama ga ngobrol dan bukan gemeter karna........cinta. wow! bahkan gue udah lupa rasanya dicintai dan mencintai itu seperti apa, saking membatu nya hati ini setelah kejadian kemaren itu #hiperbola.


oke sekarang waktunya fokus sama masa depan. menikah dengan pria yang dicintai juga termasuk masa depan, tapi kayanya sekarang ini bukan waktu yang pas buat mancing cowo, tapi kalo pasang umpan dulu boleh lah yaaa. mungkin nanti gue dapet gacoan kakak-kakak mahasiswa yang kece2 (amin). oiya selamat berpuasa!! tinggal seminggu lagi kita menang~ jadi inget bulan puasa tahun lalu gue baru kenal sama doi dan lagi masa-masa awal penjajakan gitu *plak* kenapa diinget lagi-___-" yasudahlah intinya, saya sudah 'sembuh' :)